I thought I was okay. I thought I was used to this kind of life already. I thought I was over the homesick and crying stage. I thought everything was fine.

But I was completely wrong.

I was crying again last night. Sheesh. I suddenly missed my family & friends. I suddenly felt so alone & empty. I suddenly grew tired of doing the same old cycle of going home during Fridays & going back here every Monday. I badly wanted to go home. I wanted to give up.

But then, there were people who cheered me up & made me feel better. Thank you to my bestfriend who called me up in the middle of the night to remind me that she`s there for me. Always. ILYSM, Mara :) Thank you to Yummy who really found a way to make me laugh & make me feel okay. Thank you to Nins, Karen & my B2 for telling me not to give up. For encouraging me to fulfill this dream. Thank you so much. I owe you guys a lot.

I wish this week would be okay. I`m looking forward to our Theresian reunion maybe on Wednesday.

I wish tomorrow would be different. Hopefully, no more crying for me.

♥