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Friday, May 30, 2008 | 4:22 PM
*I miss you.
Things couldn`t get any worse. When everything seems to fall into place and you`re dreams are slowly coming true, your world suddenly falls apart. You lose the most important person in your life. The person who makes you happy and complete. The person who inspires you and gives a damn about your life. And you cannot blame anyone else but yourself. It was all your fault `cause you were scared. You were scared that you wouldn`t be enough and that you might lose that person completely. That scared the hell out of you. And you hate yourself for being so coward and selfish. For playing safe. For not taking risks. For simply giving up. But then, you`ll realize that you only wanted what was best for the both of you. It may seem too painful and unbearable but sooner or later, you`ll tell yourself that what you did was right. You`d both meet new people but destiny would always have its way of finding the two of you. One day, your paths would cross again and you`ll start all over and that wouldn`t be impossible. After all, you both promised to love each other forever.
It`s unbelievable but you have done the bravest decision ever and that is letting go of the most important person in your life - the person you truly love. And now, you`re left with nothing. You`ve never felt so empty and alone. All you can do is breakdown and cry and wish that you were never that brave.
And yeah, one hour can change everything.
And I don`t want the world to see me `cause I don`t think that they`d understand.
♥
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